My Island.

Friday, April 22, 2005

I'll be leaving in an hour's time for Sentosa with my new bunch of friends. How exciting. Will be spending the night there. Think I'll leave super duper early next morning. I have to rest, rest and rest before I attend faraaz' soccer match at umm, around 2-3pm. Muzika Extravaganza tomorrow night! yeehaa. I'm so sure our very own Taufik Batisah will be having a duet with Siti Nurhaliza. oooo! cant wait! ah-haa, Sunday is the day im sooo sooo sooo fugging excited about. A group date with the China boys. haha. I wonder how will er be communicating. Lat suggested that we should go watch a Chinese movie for their sake. hell no! Well well well, i shall update about that. just keep a look-out for that yaa.

Sadly, Anwar is out of American Idol. Damnit. I wanted that fat bastard, SCOTT to be freaking eliminated. But nooooo, they chose Anwar. Fugger. It's ok Anwar baby, I'm sure you'll be tops even if you're not the next American Idol. Oh well, there's still Bo Bice. Another favourite of mine. Rock on Bo! Btw, I realize that I have fetish for ANWARs. Anuar Zain, Anuar Zamri, Anwar A.I. hahaha. yum yum!

My Muz is going for a vacation with a few of his friends tomorrow. He'll be gone for 4 days. But, read this ah, from his blog:

zaf told us.. d trip is juz fo d sake of get out of our every day life~ hehehe. so.. dere will b no hp, no phone call. coz.. deres no line fo hp dere.

Right .. no reception. I dunno la. He's like complaining about me being petty over small things. But look la. ah, I'm soo looking forward to my weekend! And last night, said he wanted to call me, but noooo. Not even a ring from him. He fell asleep. I waited for his call, like a puppy. All the way till 3:40am. I should've just slept shitty Kin. Now I'm all tired. Silly me.

Last night, I had a good time chatting with Anton. He's still as sweet. He made me smile for God knows how many times. hahaha. I soo wanna meet up with him.

shikinlaa (10:33:46 PM): anton antonnn
shikinlaa (10:33:50 PM): sennyummm je
antonsteve (10:33:51 PM): yah yah...
antonsteve (10:33:55 PM): ape shikin?
shikinlaa (10:33:58 PM): chatting with someone special yahh
antonsteve (10:34:04 PM): yah
antonsteve (10:34:13 PM): u tau je
antonsteve (10:34:14 PM): want to know who?
shikinlaa (10:34:26 PM): if u dun mind telling me
antonsteve (10:34:31 PM): kamu
antonsteve (10:34:33 PM): u
antonsteve (10:34:35 PM): you
shikinlaa (10:34:41 PM): yah righttt
antonsteve (10:34:42 PM): thats why i'm smilling

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antonsteve (10:56:52 PM): salam buat semua yang ada di rumah...
shikinlaa (10:56:57 PM): ok
shikinlaa (10:57:03 PM): u take care ya
shikinlaa (10:57:06 PM): work is work
antonsteve (10:57:11 PM): hehehe
shikinlaa (10:57:13 PM): remember to restt
antonsteve (10:57:24 PM): work means stress
antonsteve (10:57:32 PM): i will...
shikinlaa (10:57:37 PM): its all about the $$$$
antonsteve (10:57:45 PM): no
antonsteve (10:57:50 PM): its all abt sg

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What does he mean by that? He's actually coming here? To Singapore? Wowww. Asik donk! hehehe. Hey gf, case of the ex aye last night. huh. Went to accompany mom to this office somewhere near the place where I used to work. Memories sak! She got a job. What a daughter I am, I should be the one working instead of my mom. heehehhehehehehehhehe. Ok la. I have to leave the darn house now. ta!

6:22 PM

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

My Muz has been acting differently towards me eversince I brought up that matter two nights ago. I swear about that. A little bit of coldness in his voice. I could hear that. I won't put on hopes anymore. Just go with the flow. And if this does end, hmm .. what more can I say? Hey, life must go on.

He told me not to think of him so much. And for the whole of today, there wasn't even a single word from him. I managed to do as told, thinking less of him but by now, at this time .. I no longer can. Normally, actually, every night, I'll be anticipatingly waiting for his call which always happens after the clock strikes 12. No phonecall tonight, I guess. And I, have successfully ignored his absence. Almost. (it's not 12 yet) heh.

Enough about that, I'm going to pay my nursing fee with Nurul Amanina tomorrow. And then chill at gf's. Thursday's gonna be another beach outing with gf. Hopefully, that incident wont repeat itself. hahha. ahahhahaha. Sorry. Can't help it. With all the dramaaaa. =p

Just wanna say this, My Muz sang me the most beautiful 'song' last night .. and it's so melodious. Thank you for that. =)

11:08 PM

It's been fugging long already. I miss blogging! I swear I do! Well, let's just do some quick recaps. Recaps? hahhaa.

Okay, worked for only 4 days and I've been jobless (yes, again) for a month plus already. Not looking. Lazy! haahh ..

Many met-ups with My Muz. There was once in February which I didn't blog about. Again .. too lazy. haaha. And another one last week. Also, I don't wanna blog about it! Too sweet to blog! (LAZY la tu!!) hahhaha. But it certainly is sweeet. *mwa

Been having cooking lessons with mommy dearest. I've learnt how to cook nasi ayam, hmm .. what else, a few more malay dishes and one I'm so proud about! lasagne~ hahahha. Of course, it's so simple. I'm such a dimwit for being so proud about that. But still .. PROUD OKAY! =p

hmmm. Friends .. me and gf are like the good old days again. Fantastic. Just missing Fiq out .. and Mel. Come out and play you guys. boohoo. Wanny turned 17 on the first of this month. Fiq turns 18 today! *mwa mwa. Hey, that's not all. I've known more people thanks to that 'GREAT' job of mine. Also courtesy of Lat. Thank you! I must say .. I'm loving them so so dearly! I'm proud of them too okay and I wanna mention their names here. *ahem .. here goes .. hehehe.

Firstly,

Kak Yana (Murni's the name. funny how she got Yana =p) : The mentor! Funnybunny. Loud yet a loving and caring mommy. She cares for us like her own kids.

Maizurah ( Mai for short ) : Another loud woman. She's got too much sugar in herself. And I like that! Very hyper ..

Umi : She's my favourite. So small, so cute and always with her eyeliner.

Lala ( I think her name's Fadila) : Just like her nickname, Lala! So cutekan? hehe, she is the sweeeeeeeeetest woman I've ever met! She has a sweet tooth. A sucker for junks. Favourite word of hers? Sorry! =p

Ayu ( I call her Lat! ) : Thanks to her, I got to know them all. hahha.

Then came the boys ..

Yazid and Boy. Very witty chaps.

Followed by Aini .. the lovable one! I'm so at ease with her around.

And then Sarina .. whom I just met once.

I shall make an Italian Dinner on one of these Saturdays just for them. *mmm

I LOVE you people!

5:23 PM